• Please kill me,
    I don't want to fall in love.
    Please save me
    From the thoughts I have up on mind.

    I said:
    "I'm so damn good being on my own,
    Don't have time to build something strong.
    I focus on career and future and success",
    But I like this boy not less.

    So what am I supposed to do?
    Admit in liking you
    Or
    Running miles from you?
Yeah, I'm a complicated kid,
And in logic you're supposed to be the reason of it,
But you just don't see it.
You know, I'm sorry you don't see it,
Cause there's no way for you to learn things.
You see,
I've got the lesson,
Learned it,
Studied hard,
And practiced,
But you
Haven't even try to think about it,
That you have something to do with it,
But I'm thankful for it.
You've made me who I am,
And it's a pity you think it's a bad thing.
I mean, I'm crazy and I love it,
Strange for someone,
But it's so charming.

So before you blame someone,
Criticize, judge and put down,
Think,
Maybe you're the one,
That made them do the things
they've done.
Have you ever felt that no one's on your side,
And only strangers make you love the life?
That they do understand,
While others only criticize and hate?
You don't?
Well, I do feel it all the time!
They say that I'm out of my mind,
Stupid, reckless and insane,
I chose the path that won't make me great.
But what you know about being great?
You just sit here and hate,
Hate that I am free,
While you chained to the rules of society.
I'm so sorry (I am not),
That you've lost desire you had once in your heart.
Bet, you did believed in life,
But now you forgot what it's like.
So let me be who I am now,
Cause I've never asked you why
You gave up.
So now I go forward and you go only by your side.
You need emotions and heartbreak
To make an art like that.
What's better than a broken heart
Or twisted mind,
A psycho in your head
To get an inspiration for poem or painting like that?
For song or for dance,
For play or a film,
Admit, sometimes you do need low self esteem.
That time you can try harder,
You can do best,
To achieve everything you've messed.
To get best out of your luck,
And never give a fuck on the things that you love.
All the romantic speeches that you made,
Like one second and we wouldn't even met,
«ut I was like
Oh man,
It's our first date,
You have no idea what I actually felt,
when I saw you that night.
I was high enough and it felt, well, alright.
«ut now when I'm sober,
I have doubts about your persona,
And I'm actually so great-full that I dumbed you that day,
Cause now you staring at me,
I bet you still guessing,
Like why have I got such bad first impression..
Well boy I should tell,
Don't worry,
It's all okay,
It's an ordinary tell,
When boy asks girl out,
And she says go away.
Why men and women have a thing?
It's the magnets in between.
We don't choose who here to love,
It's beyond our minds,
It belongs to our hearts.
  • Never been in love,
    And might I'll never be,
    I had a tough time loving me.
    And how please tell me
    I was supposed to fall for you,
    If I had nothing,
    but struggling inside of me?

    It's a note for all of you,
    Who feels like he's disused.
    Don't try involving someone else
    In your fuckin mess.
    You've made it on your own,
    Don't you dare thinking someone made this hole!
    Cause if it wasn't there of you,
    If you wasn't so damn soft and poor,
    No one could have hurt you.

    So if there's someone out of here,
    Who you feel attractive to or near,
    Please make sure that you are alright
    And you don't have a mess inside.
    Cause if you don't deal with it right now,
    You won't have a future with this gal.

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